Things could be worse I guess

But to be fair, I'm not entirely sure how. Granted, I have a new job of sorts, with the same management style I so thoroughly detest. I managed to stay more than half a day at Occultfest. And my tape backup system is nearly completed.

So why do I feel like shit? Plenty of things to be thankful for, and I really do have some of the nicest friends and family anybody could ask for, but still I feel miserable and alone. And even the things that once brought me joy seem to have gone the way of the dodo.

All in all - not good. Therapy has finally started again, but even so, I more apathetic than ever before, and my vision of the future is beyond bleak. Fuck.

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